i’m the new cancer – fear me

yes, it’s the weekend and guess who’t not not NOT under house arrest anymore? 😀 yeah, me. the magnificent claps for me. lmao. i have two parties that i have to and want to, of course go to tomorrow. renette’s and nathan and james [joint twin party]. both’re in ayala which’s easy for me for soo many reasons and since it’s at ayala, it means that i can still jhang out with chabel and the others. oh yes, i love. lmao.

about school. i’d just like to say,”dagha’g salamat sa ka ninyong tanan sa tanan ninyong gi hatag na suporta’s ako.” wtf. don’t ask. i am the pride of joy of maria montessori children’s house. maria montessori case ele bambini. lmao. to whoever reads this: this is not mockery. i’m enjoying life. this is life. deal with it. lmao. :p

i’m in glee club. yey. it’s fun. i guess and i’m also in karatedo. yes, i’m officially vying for honors. there’s nothing wrong with that, right? eveni f i don’t get on the list? yey. at least more clubs for me. karatedo. karatedo. lmao.

uhm, yeah, school is trying as always. i have to balance my time for ssc now cuz everyone’s takingit secriuosly. i can’t bring my phone to school na gyud cuz you know, secret spies and yes, i’m afraid i  have to be responsible and i good role model and shit. it’s a sacrifice but nowadays, yeah. nvm.

and what else? nothing. bye. lmao

we’re loving the wrong people

hey, here i am blogging again. high school musical tonight and i’m excited. jumping up and down in my chair kind of excited. if it’s a love thinggy, i bet i’ll go to bed tonight feeling terribly miserable at the thought that.. well, single blessedness gets to you or i’m just a really big loser. i know that 🙂 sigh.

anyways, this week was ok, i guess. school was ok. bearable. well, my grades have been ok. perfects and a good 3 or 4 mistakes. i think or i’m just sounding really – unhumble right now. lmao

well, t. jojo made me cry in class. and once again, i’m the first person to cry in class. i do not blame myself. lmao. it’s him. he stole my notebook. i hate him for that. but i like him as an adviser. you know. whatever. i will eventually change my mind. lmao. sorry, kev. you have issues with him. i know. lmao.

last friday, mommy left for bangkok, she went with annie and debbie to – shop? yeah, well, it was basically cuza that. they proli needed a long vacation. whatever with them. i’m mad i’m not with them. but do they care? nooooo. and along with mommy being at bangkok, i’ve been under house arrest 😦 well, at least the fun came to me. yes, it did. nina, my love came over yesterday and we bonded. i missed her soo much. it was all fun. i love her:) yes, i do

and then today, we just went to ayala with the father and the monkey. just that. well, whatever. nothing to say really. life has been ok from someone else’s point of view but i think i’m just being ungrateful as always. but i don’t blame myself for some reason. hmm. i don’t like this feeling. lmao. i’m thinking of a quote right now. but, i don’t feel like thinking much so, forget that. lmao.

issa


ok, i had to ask her where she was looking after taking this pic. what? we have two choices. the screen or  the cam. guess where the smart ass was staring.
 
big babies
 
ok, we basically agreed to stare at the webcam
   
hmp. i’m the dork, she’s the cheerleader :]

again.
 
no, not really. we’re both the fabulous chickletz 1 & 2. where’s chab? namimiga. lmao. joke, chab. love you!

as of the moment

second day of class and i’m alread tired. but good thing, it wasn’t to .. helfull. but think about it, it’s always fun on the first days of school. give me one week to start hating it again. i know i eventually will. lmao.

we don’t live life just to watch moments pass us by.
soget drunk more often, get high
as much as possible and get lost in the music.
cuz you’re a rockstar, baby

– morning highs

well, first two days are basically orientations and discussions about rules and regulations, demeritts, my best friends. blah blah blah. overrated shit. lmao.

i got placed in T. Jojo’s advisory class. he was all about how he didn’t really wanna be an advisor and shit but how he was happy to have us… nalang? lmao. but i like the fact that i got him as homeroom advisor, he’s pretty cool. lmao. he said he’s changed though. sure. that’s what i thought about myself before school started. well, that was before rodeena slapped me in the face with an, “wa gyud na usab si issa oie.” niice one. though, i have no idea what that was supposed to mean. yes, i have reasons for not talking to peope like her. haha. don’t ask me what that means.i don’t know what it means either. i just know that it sounds cool – at the moment. this will bite me in ass. i know it will.

and i’ve also recently discovered that people have been holding grudges against me. uh oh. hahai. i’m me, people. take it and love it.or leave me alone, thankyouverymuch. lmao.

btw, we have a new bus. it looks like a kao siung bus. uhm, spell check? i know. lmao. well, if you asked me, i liked the original rusty old big yellow bus more though. but this one has air conditionning so, i can’t hate it. lmao.

and all the third years are on the third floor. third floor love. lmao.

of classmates, i’m classmates with kathya. 🙂

classmates with : anne, sam, bianca, krista, mary ann, akki, joan ulgasan, and 5 other girls. hahai.

pev, francis, toshio, kevin, joseph,  mikel, edgar and 1 guy….

dennis – the korean, from korea
jessica – the korean, from royal oaks
christina – the sips girls.
monalisa pableo – theresian love, my darlings.

and that. lmao.

hmmm. we had a mass today. so, school was basically pointless. lmao.

and yeah, the school’s packed with new students. don’t you just LOVE?! hahai. it’s not easy though,i should know. my allergies to freshmen are starting to show. i have pimples all over my forehead now. and this is the first time this’s ever happened. i’m verry, verry scared. lmao.

and carlow, you owe me. i won the bet, thank jesus, i did. lmao.

half day classes til today. been at ayala. i have  a new wish list. uh huh, uh huh 🙂

goodbye, goodnight

it’s 1:55 am and i’m up, waiting for joshua pierra varela-la to come over and drop over some food and just to hang out. i needed somone tonight. well,i needed someone a few hours ago when i was hyped up on chocolate and ice cream and sugar. i had cherry flavored spit. i know i’m awesome. jp.

and i’m waking up again to see who you are
and who you’ve turned out to be,
listening to you speak again,
seeing you trying to hurt me.
So i’m trying to fall back into bed,
into reality, back into my own head.
Cuz we were perfect together, you we’re wrong.
we’re getting over what could’ve been,
this is our unsung song.

and she stares at his pixelated name for moments at a time,
telling herself things’ll be better in time.
she’s feeding herself with black and white lies.
but it’s better this way – you know,
expected good-byes

please don’t tell me you think this is for you.

anyways, carlow said napud na they’d be here. why? i have no idea. but i know that i want to go on a tapsilog trip. lmao.

i had serious plans of sneaking out tonight but i don’t think i have the heart to do that. plus, i’m scared something might backfire on me. and it’s most likely to happen considering the fact that i still am jinxed. just a bit and in places. lmao.

and guess what? i finally got fishes. and guess what? they died. 2 out of 3 fishes died. the one’s that carlow and chabel were supposed to name. chab names hers na, hershey. carlow’s died before he could think of a decent name. whatever.

i think i’ve over eaten today. lmao.

i actually liked today, thankyouverymuch.

yesterday,i went to bed at around 4 o clock in the morning right after koh, marcko and carlow came over. we just talked and talked. and koh tried to take pictures. i just met the other two, so we didn’t actually – you know. do anything crazy. lmao.

then later, i woke up at around 8 to get ready to go to family park for the victory party of the cebu seals.oh fuck, there was soo much food and i was soo full! haha. and i ate with my hands! i did hear that it was always different when you eat with your hands. proli the germs. lmao.

i didn’t stay long though. it was a bunch of old people man pud. as for the young people, they we’re swimming, which left me by my lonesome. sucks. 😦 so,i went to meet up with chab at irie and she had lunch and i ate french fries. soo fun 😀

and then, i went home and took a nap then we went to tita tina’s place and had dinner and watched videos that they took of em in the states. twas really nice! lmao.

tonight’s the last time i can get to stay up before my whole summer unfolds. i’m having flashbacks of school and my first day. basically of how the school looks like and how it feels in the morning and shit. ii’m not appreciating it. i’m remembering it. simple.

i’m pretty sure that by the time the start of school, i’ll be crazy. esp. when i don’t want to. i hate school, remember? i can imagine it now. god, i easily get sick of those people. i hope i have new classmates or something. i don’t think god would want to torture me twice. lmao.

and i can only imaginethe bus rides. omg with that! i heard we have a new bus. i’m looking forward to that – yes, i am. lmao.

i’ll keep you guys updated as much as possible when school starts – i promise 🙂

i love YOU.

goodbye, goodnight

it’s 1:55 am and i’m up, waiting for joshua pierra varela-la to come over and drop over some food and just to hang out. i needed somone tonight. well,i needed someone a few hours ago when i was hyped up on chocolate and ice cream and sugar. i had cherry flavored spit. i know i’m awesome. jp.

and i’m waking up again to see who you are
and who you’ve turned out to be,
listening to you speak again,
seeing you trying to hurt me.
So i’m trying to fall back into bed,
into reality, back into my own head.
Cuz we were perfect together, you we’re wrong.
we’re getting over what could’ve been,
this is our unsung song.

and she stares at his pixelated name for moments at a time,
telling herself things’ll be better in time.
she’s feeding herself with black and white lies.
but it’s better this way – you know,
expected good-byes

please don’t tell me you think this is for you.

anyways, carlow said napud na they’d be here. why? i have no idea. but i know that i want to go on a tapsilog trip. lmao.

i had serious plans of sneaking out tonight but i don’t think i have the heart to do that. plus, i’m scared something might backfire on me. and it’s most likely to happen considering the fact that i still am jinxed. just a bit and in places. lmao.

and guess what? i finally got fishes. and guess what? they died. 2 out of 3 fishes died. the one’s that carlow and chabel were supposed to name. chab names hers na, hershey. carlow’s died before he could think of a decent name. whatever.

i think i’ve over eaten today. lmao.

i actually liked today, thankyouverymuch.

yesterday,i went to bed at around 4 o clock in the morning right after koh, marcko and carlow came over. we just talked and talked. and koh tried to take pictures. i just met the other two, so we didn’t actually – you know. do anything crazy. lmao.

then later, i woke up at around 8 to get ready to go to family park for the victory party of the cebu seals.oh fuck, there was soo much food and i was soo full! haha. and i ate with my hands! i did hear that it was always different when you eat with your hands. proli the germs. lmao.

i didn’t stay long though. it was a bunch of old people man pud. as for the young people, they we’re swimming, which left me by my lonesome. sucks. 😦 so,i went to meet up with chab at irie and she had lunch and i ate french fries. soo fun 😀

and then, i went home and took a nap then we went to tita tina’s place and had dinner and watched videos that they took of em in the states. twas really nice! lmao.

tonight’s the last time i can get to stay up before my whole summer unfolds. i’m having flashbacks of school and my first day. basically of how the school looks like and how it feels in the morning and shit. ii’m not appreciating it. i’m remembering it. simple.

i’m pretty sure that by the time the start of school, i’ll be crazy. esp. when i don’t want to. i hate school, remember? i can imagine it now. god, i easily get sick of those people. i hope i have new classmates or something. i don’t think god would want to torture me twice. lmao.

and i can only imaginethe bus rides. omg with that! i heard we have a new bus. i’m looking forward to that – yes, i am. lmao.

i’ll keep you guys updated as much as possible when school starts – i promise 🙂

i love YOU.