yey. we turned a year today. unfortunately, i don’t have a good reason to celebrate. best anniversary EVER.
have you ever felt so undeniably dull? like, your whole life only revolved around tennis, spider solitaire, text twist and a boy and that was it. have you ever felt like those were the only things you could look forward to because in reality, those were the only things going in your life anyways? iContinue reading “emo once again”
have you ever wondered if a person can stay “in” love for the rest of their life? and i actually mean, in love. or am i the only person who knows that she’s in love with a boy but just can’t bring herself to feel it right now? ugh, i don’t know what’s wrong withContinue reading “bored with life”
tennis was good. my forehand was good [not top spinning like how i like em but still ok], my backhand was clean [as always], some of my serves went in [the good kind of serves] and james came and for the first time this week, we didn’t fight. we were actually happy to see eachContinue reading “when boys “cheat””
have you ever felt so uddery stupid before? tonight was, i think, the second time i’ve seen my brother in his 4 years and i think i’m bummed. it sucks that i don’t have a relationship with them when im fact, i would rather have a rel. with them than with my ggfjk873648 dad. iContinue reading “stupid alvin”
it’s summer but i haven’t been to the beach once and i honestly don’t feel like there’s ANYTHING interesting coming up in my life. except for maybe the fact that me and my mom are shopping at the flee market tomorrow. i don’t know if flee market is the right term but i’m quoting itContinue reading “bored like always”
i just want to cry my eyes out tonight. my chest is gaping. i want to die
i’m scared to admit it to anybody cuz i’m scared that if i do tell anybody, i could actually be true. but i doubt that it could be true in a million years but i can’t escape the fact that maybe it is. i don’t know what to do anymore 😦 god, i just hopeContinue reading “not such a good thing”
i came home drunk last night and my parent’s just laughed and teased me about it. haha. last night was awesome. haha. well, except the part where i got drunk. haha. my glowstick hasn’t died out yet, so does that mean it’s still on?
in my case, you haven’t said it enough. yk, sometimes i get so confused with this whole boyfriend girlfriend thing even if i’ve been doing it for almost a year already. i mean, it’s so hard to be able to do things that you used to do when you weren’t in one that aren’t evenContinue reading “if you’ve already said it once…”