if there’s one thing i hate, it’s when someone thinks that they’re better than me. Or maybe it’s not that because i am open to the fact that i am not the best at everything, i think i hate it the most when people ACT like their better than me and treat me like i am someone below them. I also hate it when people belittle me and take me for granted.
Well anyways, i got into a fight yesterday with one of my best friends because that’s how she was treating me. She would make stupid insults about me in front of everyone else and it just made me super pissed because it really did feel like i was being attacked. I can take a joke- what am i, 5? but i can’t take a joke when it’s insulting and way out of line. Pretty reasonable, i guess right?
And i’m a lot of things that i’m not afraid to admit. I’m frank, i’m tackless, sometimes i’m cocky [when the need arises] and i’m a bitch. And i’m all these things to people who provoke me to be. I’m not just going to sit around in the corner and blog about my feelings. If i’m mad at you, you’ll know it. If you’re asking for it, you’ll pretty much get what you want. And i’m like that because i have issues. I do NOT like it when people think they can just push me around. So i have to remind them. And i am NOT sorry for that. No matter who you are.
*: i don’t wanna go with you to buy drinks if ISSA’S there…
Me: -silence- [ i was trying so hard not to cause a fight because my friends told me not to]
But i couldn’t help it…
*: Oh, i’m drinking whatever you’re drinking
Me: No, we’ll just buy you beer cuz that’s all the only thing you can handle. One can of that are you’re good.
*: Issa doesn’t know anything! Go with her!
and then when i couldn’t help it anymore i shouted at her, slammed the bathroom door, shouted at her some more and almost started insulting her. i just tried not to cuz she IS my best friend. and i still love her. i wish i caught that on video. one of my finest moments, really.
so yeah, i’m not sorry. i never will be. she deserved it anyways.