Things I Am Not Sorry For…

if there’s one thing i hate, it’s when someone thinks that they’re better than me. Or maybe it’s not that because i am open to the fact that i am not the best at everything, i think i hate it the most when people ACT like their better than me and treat me like i am someone below them. I also hate it when people belittle me and take me for granted.

Well anyways, i got into a fight yesterday with one of my best friends because that’s how she was treating me. She would make stupid insults about me in front of everyone else and it just made me super pissed because it really did feel like i was being attacked. I can take a joke- what am i, 5? but i can’t take a joke when it’s insulting and way out of line. Pretty reasonable, i guess right?

And i’m a lot of things that i’m not afraid to admit. I’m frank, i’m tackless, sometimes i’m cocky [when the need arises] and i’m a bitch. And i’m all these things to people who provoke me to be. I’m not just going to sit around in the corner and blog about my feelings. If i’m mad at you, you’ll know it. If you’re asking for it, you’ll pretty much get what you want. And i’m like that because i have issues. I do NOT like it when people think they can just push me around. So i have to remind them. And i am NOT sorry for that. No matter who you are.

The attack:
*: i don’t wanna go with you to buy drinks if ISSA’S there…
Me: -silence- [ i was trying so hard not to cause a fight because my friends told me not to]

But i couldn’t help it…
*: Oh, i’m drinking whatever you’re drinking
Me: No, we’ll just buy you beer cuz that’s all the only thing you can handle. One can of that are you’re good.

The attack:
*: Issa doesn’t know anything! Go with her!
me: wtf…..

and then when i couldn’t help it anymore i shouted at her, slammed the bathroom door, shouted at her some more and almost started insulting her. i just tried not to cuz she IS my best friend. and i still love her. i wish i caught that on video. one of my finest moments, really.

so yeah, i’m not sorry. i never will be. she deserved it anyways.

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18 thoughts on “Things I Am Not Sorry For…”

  1. Wow that’s so weird! Are you sure she meant to belittle you or be mean to you and wasn’t just being jokingly mean? I mean, with all my best friends I always insult them for fun and I don’t mean a word of it ever! I’ll call them fat, ugly, stupid, slow, etc etc etc but I’ll never mean it! Mmm…not sure about you and your friend though, I guess you know her better than me.

  2. Wow that’s so weird! Are you sure she meant to belittle you or be mean to you and wasn’t just being jokingly mean? I mean, with all my best friends I always insult them for fun and I don’t mean a word of it ever! I’ll call them fat, ugly, stupid, slow, etc etc etc but I’ll never mean it! Mmm…not sure about you and your friend though, I guess you know her better than me.

  3. @whoosh90 – well, the weird thing is, she would only do it to me and not the other girls. we were 6 and every time, even from the planning of our overnight thing, she would ALWAYS pick on me. i felt like she was doing it because i always dealt with her shit and if it was anyone else, she knows she couldn’t do it because they weren’t THAT close. it’s stupid. if it’s just a joke, she wouldn’t have just attacked me. sure, we tease each other a lot but she was just out of line.

  4. @whoosh90 – well, the weird thing is, she would only do it to me and not the other girls. we were 6 and every time, even from the planning of our overnight thing, she would ALWAYS pick on me. i felt like she was doing it because i always dealt with her shit and if it was anyone else, she knows she couldn’t do it because they weren’t THAT close. it’s stupid. if it’s just a joke, she wouldn’t have just attacked me. sure, we tease each other a lot but she was just out of line.

  5. @whoosh90 – yeah, it was. but i asked everyone else and they did notice that she would just pick on me. i don’t know, i have issues and sometimes when i can’t take it, i tend to not care who it is i’m dealing with. proli why i got into so many fights with pastors wives :))

  6. @whoosh90 – yeah, it was. but i asked everyone else and they did notice that she would just pick on me. i don’t know, i have issues and sometimes when i can’t take it, i tend to not care who it is i’m dealing with. proli why i got into so many fights with pastors wives :))

  7. @Aa_bEbE_pHaT_aA – Oh I see :/. Iuno…I guess it’s your choice and if that’s what you like then whatever really. If it were me though I’d try to just give people the benefit of the doubt ^^;. I was always insecure and paranoid before and I always thought that people hated me even my good friends T_T;;, then I realised my fears were completely unfounded and stupid so I don’t think that way at all any more.

  8. @Aa_bEbE_pHaT_aA – Oh I see :/. Iuno…I guess it’s your choice and if that’s what you like then whatever really. If it were me though I’d try to just give people the benefit of the doubt ^^;. I was always insecure and paranoid before and I always thought that people hated me even my good friends T_T;;, then I realised my fears were completely unfounded and stupid so I don’t think that way at all any more.

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