So Close To Giving Up

I’m only human, I get hurt- I’m not as strong as you might think I am.

I’m tired, frustrated- built up just to be broken down.

I hate who I am right now and I want this to end.

How Do I End My Nights Without Kissing You Good Night?

Lately i’ve been hella busy with school.

What’s worse about the whole thing is i’m most interested in what i’m busy with [which are hardly related to school despite being school activities] than nursing itself.

I’m getting really tired of living everyday merely trying to get by. I don’t know why I constantly torture myself with nursing.

I would rather drop dead.