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Don’t Change Your Mind About Me

 

I’m not into monthsary’s. But it’s important to know when you start so you have something to look back on when it ends.

I’m damaged like that.

I don’t know if I’ve gotten over that notion yet.

I’ll Try My Best

 

I like the way you hold me.

You make me feel like nothing can ever hurt me.

 

I like the way you look at me.

You always make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world.

 

I like when we argue.

Our imperfections make us perfect.

 

I like the way you kiss me.

Because for once, it feels real.

 

I like who I am when I’m with you.

I don’t need to pretend.

 

I like being with you.

Because I can see myself with you and it doesn’t feel like a waste of time.

I like the way I smile with you.

It comes so easily.

You’re my first thought in the morning and last at night. It’s so funny how I let you do this to me.

Hands Down

Most of the time, I really don’t know what I want.

Most of the time, I don’t remember what I said or what I did.

Half of the time, I don’t know what the hell I’m doing or what I’m talking about or how I ended up talking about it to begin with.

But despite all the haziness in my chaotic world,

A few things are pretty much clear…

I know that I want you.

I know that I want to be with you.

I wake up in the mornings and I remember you. I remember your scent, how you look, how it feels to be beside you and how you make me feel.

I know that it doesn’t matter who I am or what I do, I know you’d still take me.

I know that these feelings are real.

And I know that in the midst of all this craziness, you make my life a lot more crazy. And I’m in love with the thought of it. ❤

 

I told myself that I would find a way to write down everything I felt about you and everything you make me feel. I told myself that I would divulge every knot in my stomach and every wish at 11:11 on 11.11.11 (yeah-huh) for you to read but I really just can’t.

I am slowly realizing that what I feel for you and everything we have can’t even be described. Not even a little bit. Not even if I tried. I don’t think I could find the right words to justify how happy you make me. Maybe that’s why I find you so special because for the first time in my life, I am at a loss for words.

Sometimes I wonder I could ever keep you with you or with the people you were with before. I wonder if I could make you as happy as they did. I don’t know but I’m willing to try.

For you, I’d be unconventional.

Build Your Walls And Build Them High

I think it’s ok to forget sometimes.

Because at the end of the day, I’m always going to remember what my values are.

 

I think it’s ok to let go of yourself sometimes.

Because I’ll always know where to find myself.

 

I think it’s ok to be mad sometimes.

Because it makes the good things feel better.

 

I think it’s ok to be crazy sometimes.

Because I could never stand norms anyways.

 

I think it’s ok to think that you’re in love sometimes.

Because if it is love, I know one day when I’m all loved out, I wouldn’t mind falling in love with you over and over and over again.

How do you know for certain anyways?

It’s About Time

I Have to stop jinxing my own happiness.

Every smile, laugh and giggle shouldn’t be so shortlived.

I need to start learning how to function in a relationship. or in life, all together.

I also need to stop walking around the house in my underwear. BUT IT’S SOO HOT!